Yes, my father gave it to me. I always bring it with me. I’ve always wanted to find the same one again, but I can’t find Wei Xi rubbing his pen gently.
Seeing Wei Xi’s sad expression, Gu Xiaomi also feels very sad. It turns out that loving someone is really happy to see him. You are happier than him to see him sad. You are sadder than him. Gu Xiaomi now thinks that she and Wei Xi are one.
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Chapter 19 The Best Gift
Gu Xiaomi walked beside Wei Xi and stretched out his hand and stroked Wei Xi’s hair. Although there was no language, it was a physical expression of empathy. Wei Xi gently leaned on Gu Xiaomi’s arms and held Gu Xiaomi’s waist tightly with his hands.
"Xiaomi, do you know how good my father is to me?" Wei Xiyin was hoarse.
"I can see that your father’s feelings are very good." Gu Xiaomi said with some love.
"My mother was very strict with me since I was a child, and I had to do my best in everything. She put a lot of pressure on me. Until today, my mother and I are very nervous, but my father is different. Every time he is overwhelmed by my mother, he will appear. Although my mother has always been a strong woman, she always listens to everyone but my father. In my eyes, my father is my" savior ".All my childhood happiness is brought to me by my father. I think if I don’t have my father, I will definitely become an autistic boy. I will ride my bike and kick my foot for the first time. Playing basketball for the first time, swimming for the first time, surfing for the first time is too much. For the first time, my father taught me that every Sunday is our father’s day. My father is usually not at home, but every Sunday he will definitely show up in front of my door with different new things and then say to me with a smile, "hey boy, let’s go."
Wei Xi was lost in memory. He looked at the door as if his father were outside Yemen. Wei Xi smiled happily as if he had returned to his worried childhood.
"I will always remember the day when my father left, my mother cried herself to exhaustion, and my family helped me to wear a black gift to attend my father’s funeral. I refused, regardless of how my family advised me to scold me, because I knew that if I went, my father would really die and would never appear again, so I didn’t see my father for the last time."
"Do you regret it?"
"Not for so many years, I have always recognized my father and never left my side."
"You must have been heartbroken and unwilling to accept the reality."
"It was a few months after my father died that I still waited for the room every Sunday to see what surprise my father would give me this time. I waited again and again and was disappointed. I began to become angry and irritable. I hated everything and felt that life had no hope."
"How old were you then?"
"Fourteen years old is the time when the rebellious period broke out. At that time, I did all kinds of bad things. In that year, I learned to smoke, fight, skip class and hurt myself." Wei Xi stretched out his arm and rolled up his sleeve, and there were several meters of red scars.
Gu Xiaomi looked at these scars and shed tears. She didn’t expect Wei Xi, who has always been confident and calm, to have such a past.
"At that time, I thought that my generation just got along until I found a box with this pen, a letter and a key in it in my dad’s room.
"My father is leaving, but don’t be sad. Everyone in the world came to this world alone and left alone. Everyone has to go through these things sooner or later. My father has a lot of regrets in his life, but only you make me feel that my life is valuable. You are my continuation. You continue to live for my father. One day, you must not let go of how difficult it is to meet your beloved. You must love and lose what you love. It is a generation that can’t hurt."
Wei Xi opened the drawer and gently put the pen in his hand.
"Since then, I have become a good baby and a good student in the eyes of everyone, and I have become a mother’s expectation. But I know that I have become numb. I am alive mechanically. I am trying my best to make myself live well, but I am not happy. I am indifferent to the mask and refuse all people and things outside. Gradually, people stay away from me. I live like an island until you rush into my house and my heart by the way."
Wei Xi picked up Gu Xiaomi’s hand and put it on his chest.
"You melted here, and it has been frozen here for 16 years. I always thought that I had no heart. You found it, melted it and warmed it."
When a person shows you the softest place, it is safe to hand over a knife to you. This is the ultimate love. Gu Xiaomi certainly knows how much Wei Xi loves her and can keep all this to show her in return. Gu Xiaomi gave Wei Xi a big hug and a kiss.
"hee, you are not alone, you still have me, and my father left the school early. I know the pain as well as you. I listen to this song whenever I miss my father."
Don’t, don’t assume I know
Everything is also done by me.
So great
So I can’t feel it
How good it is not to say a word of love.
Once I remember being exposed to it.
Riding a bike, us.
Hug with one’s arms close to one’s back
It’s hard to leave. I want to hold it tight
Life is like a wilderness.
If a child can lie on his father’s shoulder.
Who wants a car?
There are always some hard to leave.
Long love is so inescapable.
No matter how cold the world is
Think of this bike and have happiness to borrow.
Gu Xiaomi’s eyes were red and he just sat in the chair. Mi Li suddenly appeared behind Gu Xiaomi, who was still immersed in sadness. Don’t worry, Wei Xi didn’t know if he was in a better mood.
"Hey Xiaomi, why are you ignoring me?" Mi Li waved his hand in front of Xiaomi.
"Ah, what did you say?" Gu Xiaomi just slowed down.
"I asked you if manager Wei said you again." Mi Li patiently repeated it again.
"No" Gu Xiaomi told the truth.
"You don’t deny it. You see, your crying eyes are swollen. Manager Wei really doesn’t know anything about passion and passion. He is not handsome again with a straight face every day." Li Mi is angry, but she has worked in the company for three years. Wei Xi has never really seen her. She sometimes envies Gu Xiaomi, but it is not bad to have the opportunity to get along with Wei Xi alone. Maybe in the long run, the sparrow will become a phoenix herself.
"I really didn’t say me." Gu Xiaomi didn’t know what a family is at this time.
"Then why are you crying?" Mi Li hit the nail on the head.
"That, that" Gu Xiaomi can’t find a suitable reason. What reason can make the female family run out of the office crying because of work? This is too reverie.
"Mi Li, do you know where to sell Montblanc pens?" Gu Xiaomi is ready to divert attention.